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1 Nephi 21

Isaiah 49 — The Servant's Commission, the Engraved Palms, and the Light to the Gentiles

Nephi quotes Isaiah 49 verbatim from the Brass Plates as the second half of his Isaiah dyad — the *commission* paired with the *exit* of ch. 20, c. 588–570 BC.

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Chapter 20 was come out; chapter 21 is now go forth. If Isaiah 48 is the chapter of Babylonian exit, Isaiah 49 is the chapter of covenant commission. The two stand in Nephi's record as a single pastoral instruction to his household — the Lord has refined you in the furnace, the Lord has brought you out of Babylon, and now the Lord sends you with a job to do. The Lehite reading is unmistakable: their physical exit from Jerusalem is retroactively named in 1 Nephi 20; their forward-looking calling is prospectively named in 1 Nephi 21. The household is being commissioned, not merely relocated.

Isaiah 49 is also the Second Servant Song. Isaiah's four Servant Songs (Isa. 42:1–9; 49:1–13; 50:4–11; 52:13–53:12) form a developing portrait of a figure who is both Israel and the One who saves Israel — the figure Christians have read as Christ since the New Testament, the figure the Targumim read as the Messiah, the figure 1 Nephi 19's liken-hermeneutic invites the disciple to read as both the Messiah and the disciple-in-Christ. This chapter is the commissioning song. The Servant speaks of being called from the womb, named before birth, hidden in the Lord's quiver, then sent forth. The pattern is identifiable in Christ (Lk. 1–2, Jn. 1), in Joseph Smith (JS—H 1:5–20), in Jeremiah (Jer. 1:5), in Nephi himself (1 Ne. 2:21–22), and in every disciple whose covenant identity precedes his self-knowledge.

This is also the chapter that contains the engraved-palms verse — I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands — which is one of the most tender phrases in all of Hebrew scripture and one of the most quietly Christological. The palms remember the disciple because the palms were pierced for the disciple. The Brass Plates carry an Atonement-grammar Isaiah six centuries before Calvary.

The womb-call of the Servant (verses 1–3)

Listen, O isles, unto me; and hearken, ye people, from far; the Lord hath called me from the womb; from the bowels of my mother hath he made mention of my name. 1 Nephi 21:1

From the womb. Hebrew is mibbeten qera'anifrom the belly He called me. This is the prenatal call doctrine. The Servant's commission precedes the Servant's birth. The Lord knows the Servant before the Servant knows himself. Compare Jeremiah 1:5before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations. Compare Galatians 1:15when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother's womb, and called me by his grace. Compare D&C 138:55–56 (Joseph F. Smith's vision) — I observed that they were also among the noble and great ones who were chosen in the beginning to be rulers in the church of God. Even before they were born, they… received their first lessons in the world of spirits and were prepared to come forth.

The doctrine has one fierce edge that ought to land. Identity precedes performance. The disciple is not made by his deeds; the disciple is called before he acts. This is the antidote to performance-religion. The Lord did not love you because you obeyed; the Lord called you, and then you obeyed (or did not). The womb-call is the deepest soteriological floor. Election is prevenient (Eph. 1:4chosen in him before the foundation of the world); discipleship is responsive. The chapter opens with the doctrine.

Listen, O isles. Hebrew is iyyimcoastlands, distant islands. This is the chapter's first hint that the commission is not just to Israel. The Servant calls isles and people from far. The covenant is outbound from the outset. The Lehites are themselves iyyimthe isle in the midst of the sea, as Nephi will call his new home in 2 Nephi 10:20. Isaiah's isles are Lehi's island. The address lands on the household with no need of metaphor.

And he hath made my mouth like a sharp sword; in the shadow of his hand hath he hid me, and made me a polished shaft; in his quiver hath he hid me. 1 Nephi 21:2

Mouth like a sword. Hebrew is pi ke-cherev chaddahmy mouth as a sharp sword. The Servant's weapon is his word. Compare Hebrews 4:12for the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword. Compare Revelation 1:16out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword. The Servant's speech is cutting power. The chapter is teaching that the word, rightly wielded, severs falsehood from truth, intention from action, surface from substance. Prophetic preaching is surgical. Christ's parables cut. Nephi's exhortations to his brothers cut. Joseph Smith's first prayer was answered with a vision that cut the religious confusion of upstate New York in 1820.

Hid me in his quiver. Hebrew is be-ashpato histirani. The image is of an arrow in the quiverready to be drawn, but not yet released. The Servant is prepared in concealment. The doctrine: long hiddenness precedes mission. The Servant is trained in obscurity before being deployed in public. Moses spent forty years in Midian; Christ spent thirty years in Nazareth; Joseph Smith spent ten years between the First Vision and Moroni's first night-visit between the well-marked moment and the public ministry. The chapter is teaching the disciple to honor the quiver-time. The disciple in the quiver is not idle; the disciple in the quiver is being polished. The arrow that is polished in concealment will fly truer when drawn.

The covenantal naming and the apparent failure (verses 3–4)

And said unto me: Thou art my servant, O Israel, in whom I will be glorified. 1 Nephi 21:3

Thou art my servant, O Israel. This is the verse that has generated centuries of exegetical wrestling. The Servant is named Israel. But the Servant is sent to Israel (verse 5 will say so). How can the Servant be Israel and be sent to Israel? The chapter's answer — and Christianity's answer, and Joseph Smith's answer through the Book of Mormon — is that the Servant is the true Israel, Israel-in-one-Person, the single faithful Israelite who recapitulates the whole nation's calling. Compare Matthew 2:15 quoting Hosea 11:1out of Egypt have I called my son, applied to Christ. Christ is Israel; Christ re-lives Israel's history (forty days in the wilderness recapitulates the forty years); Christ succeeds where Israel failed (kept the temptations Israel could not). The Servant of Isaiah 49 is Christ-as-Israel, the One-Man who is the whole people and who redeems the whole people because He is them and is also their God.

The Restoration extension is that the disciple in Christ shares in this one-personhood. The body of Christ is the new Israel because Christ is. The disciple is Israel-in-Christ. The chapter therefore invites the disciple to read himself into verse 3. Thou art my servant, O Israel, in whom I will be glorified. The Lord is glorified in the disciple's faithful obedience. The disciple's discipleship is the glory of God in particular instance. The doctrine is the same as 1 Corinthians 10:31whether therefore ye eat, or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God.

Then I said, I have labored in vain, I have spent my strength for nought, and in vain; surely my judgment is with the Lord, and my work with my God. 1 Nephi 21:4

I have labored in vain. The Servant despairs. This is one of the most striking moments in the Servant Songs. The figure who was called from the womb and hidden in the quiver and named Israel says I have labored in vain. The Servant fails, or rather perceives himself to have failed. The doctrine: the appearance of failure is sometimes the precondition of the deepest success. Christ on the cross appeared to have labored in vain — he saved others; himself he cannot save (Matt. 27:42). Joseph Smith in Liberty Jail appeared to have labored in vain — O God, where art thou? (D&C 121:1). Nephi at the end of his life appears to fail — his own brothers' descendants outnumber his and will eventually destroy them.

The Servant's response to perceived failure is the response of covenant trust. Surely my judgment is with the Lord, and my work with my God. Hebrew is aken mishpati et-YHWH u-fe'ulati et-Elohaiyet my justice is with the Lord, and my recompense with my God. The Servant commits the outcome to the Lord. He does not try to manufacture the success himself. He does not abandon the mission because the mission appears to have failed. He waits on the Lord's verdict. This is the disciple's posture at the bottom of the curve. My judgment is with the Lord. The Lord, not the disciple's metrics, is the arbiter of success.

The expansion of the commission (verses 5–6)

And now, saith the Lord — that formed me from the womb that I should be his servant, to bring Jacob again to him — Though Israel be not gathered, yet shall I be glorious in the eyes of the Lord, and my God shall be my strength. 1 Nephi 21:5

The Lord answers the Servant's despair. Though Israel be not gathered, yet shall I be glorious in the eyes of the Lord. The Lord's response to the Servant's perceived failure is not you will succeed; it is your faithfulness is itself the success. The disciple's fidelity matters in the Lord's eyes whether or not the disciple's results materialize in the world. This is the Liberty Jail answerthe very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee; know thou, my son, that all these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good (D&C 122:7).

And he said: It is a light thing that thou shouldst be my servant to raise up the tribes of Jacob, and to restore the preserved of Israel. I will also give thee for a light to the Gentiles, that thou mayest be my salvation unto the ends of the earth. 1 Nephi 21:6

It is a light thing. Hebrew is naqel mihyot'kha li evedit is too small a thing for thee to be my servant. The Lord expands the Servant's commission. The Servant came thinking his mission was to Israel. The Lord says that is too small. The Servant's true mission is to be a light to the Gentiles, that thou mayest be my salvation unto the ends of the earth.

This verse is enormous. Light to the Gentiles — Hebrew or goyim — is the Old Testament's most explicit pre-Christian declaration that the Lord's salvation extends beyond Israel. The verse is quoted by Simeon at Christ's circumcision (Lk. 2:32) as Christ's identification as the light to the Gentiles. The verse is quoted by Paul and Barnabas at Pisidian Antioch (Acts 13:47) as the warrant for turning to the Gentiles. The verse is implicit in Joseph Smith's vision of the gathering of Israel through Gentile vessels (1 Ne. 13–14, 22). The verse is at the heart of Restoration missiology. The covenant is not parochial. The Lord's salvation is for the ends of the earth. The Servant is Israel, and the Servant is more than Israel. The mission of the Servant is to gather Israel (the home work) and to enlighten the Gentiles (the outbound work). Both, not either.

The Restoration application: the gathering of Israel in the latter days will not be done without Gentile participation. The Gentile nations are vessels for the gathering of Israel (1 Ne. 13:30–42; 22:6–9). The Servant's expanded commission is the warrant for the Gentile role in the Restoration. Through the Gentiles the Lord brings forth the work unto the seed of thy brethren (1 Ne. 22:9). Isaiah 49:6 is the theological foundation of the doctrine.

The kings who shall bow (verses 7–9)

Thus saith the Lord, the Redeemer of Israel, his Holy One, to him whom man despiseth, to him whom the nations abhorreth, to servant of rulers: Kings shall see and arise, princes also shall worship, because of the Lord that is faithful. 1 Nephi 21:7

The reversal. The Servant who is despised and abhorred will be worshipped by kings. This is the same Christological pattern that runs Isaiah 52:14–15his visage was so marred more than any man… so shall he sprinkle many nations; the kings shall shut their mouths at him. The despised one becomes the one before whom kings stand silent. Compare Philippians 2:6–11he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross. Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name: That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow.

The pattern is Atonement-shaped. The lowering is the elevation. The despising is the precondition of the worship. The disciple's humiliation is not the contradiction of the disciple's exaltation; it is the form by which the exaltation comes. This is the same doctrine as 1 Nephi 20:10 (refining furnace) and Doctrine and Covenants 122:7 (all these things shall give thee experience). The Servant's despising is the means of His glorifying. The disciple's discipleship follows the same shape because it is the discipleship of this Servant.

Thus saith the Lord: In an acceptable time have I heard thee, O isles of the sea, and in a day of salvation have I helped thee; and I will preserve thee, and give thee my servant for a covenant of the people, to establish the earth, to cause to inherit the desolate heritages. 1 Nephi 21:8

An acceptable time. Hebrew is et ratzona time of favor. Paul cites this verse in 2 Corinthians 6:2behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation. The eschatological now of the Christian dispensation is the time of favor Isaiah named. The verse functions as Paul's theological warrant for the urgency of the gospel. Today is the accepted time. Today, not tomorrow, is when the disciple responds. The chapter is teaching the disciple's window is now.

A covenant of the people. Hebrew is berit amcovenant of the people. The Servant is given as a covenant. The Servant is the covenant in person. This is one of the chapter's deepest Christological lines — the Servant is the covenant. Compare Isaiah 42:6I the Lord have called thee in righteousness, and will hold thine hand, and will keep thee, and give thee for a covenant of the people, for a light of the Gentiles. The same construction. The Servant is not the mediator of the covenant; the Servant is the covenant. This is what John 1:14 means when it says the Word became flesh and dwelt among us — the Word is the covenant; the covenant is the Word; the Word-made-flesh is the covenant-made-flesh. Christ's body is the covenant in person. The sacrament's this is my body is therefore this is the covenant.

The shepherd's care (verses 9–13)

That thou mayest say to the prisoners: Go forth; to them that sit in darkness: Show yourselves. They shall feed in the ways, and their pastures shall be in all high places. 1 Nephi 21:9

Prisoners and those who sit in darkness. Hebrew is asurim and yoshvey choshek. These are the captives of Babylon in the immediate reading and all who are bound in the disciple's reading. The Servant's commission includes liberationgo forth. Compare Isaiah 61:1 (the verse Christ reads at Nazareth, Lk. 4:18) — to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound. Compare the patar-loosing of 1 Nephi 7:18 (the woman's intercession that loosed Nephi from his cords) and 1 Nephi 18:15 (the brothers loosing Nephi after the storm). The pattern is consistent. Salvation is liberation. The bound disciple is commanded to come out. The freed disciple is commissioned to call others out.

They shall not hunger nor thirst, neither shall the heat nor sun smite them; for he that hath mercy on them shall lead them, even by the springs of water shall he guide them. 1 Nephi 21:10

The shepherd-imagery. Compare Revelation 7:16–17they shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat. For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters. John's apocalyptic vision quotes Isaiah 49 verbatim. The chapter is eschatological in Isaiah's mind already; John's vision is the fulfillment of what Isaiah saw. Compare Psalm 23he leadeth me beside the still waters. The shepherd-image runs from David through Isaiah through Christ through John. The Servant is the Shepherd because the Servant is the Lord.

The engraved palms (verses 14–16)

But, behold, Zion hath said: The Lord hath forsaken me, and my Lord hath forgotten me — but he will show that he hath not. 1 Nephi 21:14

Zion's complaint. The chapter shifts to the voice of Zion herself — exiled, mourning, abandoned-feeling. Zion accuses the Lord of forgetting. The verse is the exilic interior monologue. Every disciple has spoken it at some moment of the disciple's life. The Lord has forgotten me.

The Lord's answer is the most tender refutation in scripture.

For can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee, O house of Israel. 1 Nephi 21:15

The Lord cannot forget Israel even more than a nursing mother cannot forget the child at her breast. Hebrew is me-rachem benafrom-having-compassion-on the son of her womb. The Hebrew uses racham — the womb-compassion word that grounded 1 Nephi 1:20's tender mercies (rachamim). Zion accuses the Lord of abandonment; the Lord answers in the womb-vocabulary that is the BOM thesis statement. The God of the Lehites is the God whose love is uterine. The mother cannot (more accurately) forget the child; the Lord will not (most precisely) forget Israel. The chapter is reaffirming the tender-mercies doctrine of the BOM's first chapter.

Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands; thy walls are continually before me. 1 Nephi 21:16

I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands. Hebrew is hen al-kappayim chaqqotikhbehold, upon my palms I have engraved thee. Hebrew chaqaq is the engrave-by-cutting verb — the same verb used of the engraving of the Ten Commandments on stone (Ex. 32:16 uses the cognate charut). The Lord has cut the disciple's image into His own palms. The cutting is permanent. The cutting is visible to the Lord at every moment. The cutting is on the palms — the part of the body the Lord uses to do everything. The Lord cannot act without seeing the disciple's name.

The Christological reading is unavoidable. The Lord's palms were pierced for the disciple. The engraving is the crucifixion-engraving. Christ's risen body carries the prints of the nails (Lk. 24:39; Jn. 20:25–27). The Lord's resurrected hands carry the disciple's name engraved in the wounds. The chapter is doing Atonement-grammar six centuries before Calvary. Joseph Smith's vision in D&C 6:37 — behold the wounds which pierced my side, and also the prints of the nails in my hands and feet — is the direct application of Isaiah 49:16 to the personal disciple. The engraved palms are the crucifixion wounds. The wounds are the disciple's remembrance. The Lord cannot forget the disciple because the disciple's name is cut into the wounds.

This is one of the most quietly devastating doctrines in all of scripture. Zion thinks the Lord has forgotten her; the Lord answers that He has the disciple's name carved into the wounds He suffered for the disciple. The Lord's response to the disciple's complaint of abandonment is the wounds themselves. The Atonement is the answer to the question of divine forgetfulness. The Lord cannot forget you because He died with your name on His hands.

The return of the children (verses 17–23)

Thy children shall make haste against thy destroyers; and they that made thee waste shall go forth of thee. Lift up thine eyes round about and behold; all these gather themselves together, and they shall come to thee. 1 Nephi 21:17–18

Zion's children return. The exile reverses. The chapter is the eschatological gathering poem of the Old Testament. Lift up thine eyes will be the language Christ uses in John 4:35 (lift up your eyes, and look on the fields; for they are white already to harvest) when He preaches gathering. The gathering of Israel is already prefigured in Isaiah 49. The Lehite reading: the brothers' descendants will return. The latter-day reading: all twelve tribes will gather. The verses are operative now. The Lord is currently gathering per the schedule Isaiah named.

Thus saith the Lord God: Behold, I will lift up mine hand to the Gentiles, and set up my standard to the people; and they shall bring thy sons in their arms, and thy daughters shall be carried upon their shoulders. 1 Nephi 21:22

The Gentile vessels doctrine in verse form. The Gentiles will bring Israel's children home. The Restoration application is direct: the United States, a Gentile nation, will be the vessel by which the gathering proceeds. The Restored Church, planted in Gentile soil, will carry Israel's children on its shoulders. Joseph Smith — a Gentile by genealogy in the prophetic technical sense though Ephraimite by blessing — is the first carrier. The verse is programmatic for the dispensation.

And kings shall be thy nursing fathers, and their queens thy nursing mothers; they shall bow down to thee with their face towards the earth, and lick up the dust of thy feet; and thou shalt know that I am the Lord; for they shall not be ashamed that wait for me. 1 Nephi 21:23

Kings as nursing fathers. The political authorities of the Gentile world will nurse the gathering covenant. The image is striking — kings in the role of wet-nurses. The covenant is not subordinate to political power; political power is subordinate to the covenant. They shall not be ashamed that wait for me. The disciple who waits on the Lord's gathering is not put to shame. The chapter is reassurance to the slow-to-gather disciple. Waiting is not failure. Waiting is the disciple's covenant posture in the time before the harvest comes in.

The captivity broken (verses 24–26)

For shall the prey be taken from the mighty, or the lawful captives delivered? 1 Nephi 21:24

The chapter ends with the theological impossibility dissolved. Can the prey be taken from the mighty? The natural answer is no. The Lord's answer is yes:

But thus saith the Lord, even the captives of the mighty shall be taken away, and the prey of the terrible shall be delivered; for the Mighty God shall deliver his covenant people. For thus saith the Lord: I will contend with him that contendeth with thee. 1 Nephi 21:25

The mighty who hold the captives will yield. The terrible who hold the prey will release. The Lord contends with those who contend with His covenant people. The chapter is eschatological combat-theology. The powers of the world that hold the covenant people captive will be forcibly opened. Compare the binding of the strong man in Mark 3:27no man can enter into a strong man's house, and spoil his goods, except he will first bind the strong man. Christ is the One who binds the strong man and delivers the prey. The chapter is predicting the harrowing.

And I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh; they shall be drunken with their own blood as with sweet wine; and all flesh shall know that I, the Lord, am thy Savior and thy Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob. 1 Nephi 21:26

The chapter's last word is the Lord identifies Himself as Savior, Redeemer, Mighty One of Jacob. Three titles, one Person. The Servant who was called from the womb is the same Person as the Mighty One of Jacob who breaks the captivity. The Servant is the Lord. The figure who appeared to labor in vain is the figure who delivers the prey from the terrible. The chapter's Christology is unified — the despised one and the delivering one are the same One. The disciple who reads the chapter receives the whole Christ — the suffering Servant and the Mighty Redeemer, the engraved-palms-tenderness and the captivity-breaking-power.

The chapter's center is the engraved palms. The commission of the Servant orbits the wounds. The gathering of Israel orbits the crucifixion. The chapter is teaching that the means by which the Servant gathers is the wounds the Servant suffers. The Atonement is the engine of the gathering. No Atonement, no gathering. The disciple who is being gathered is being gathered by the wounds. The disciple's name is on the wounds. The wounds are the bond by which the gathering proceeds.

Variant readings: where the Brass Plates differ from the Masoretic

A few notable BoM/MT divergences.

Verse 1: BoM opens And again: Hearken, O ye house of Israel before the listen, O isles — a covenant address preface that grounds the chapter in Israel before the isles. MT lacks this opening. The BoM's opening makes explicit that the isles address is also the house of Israel address. The Lehites are both the isles and the house. The preface tells the reader to read both ways.

Verse 13: BoM adds O heavens to the imperative sing, O heavens — minor grammatical strengthening of the cosmic-praise call.

Verse 24: BoM reads prey of the terrible where MT has prey of a righteous one (tzaddiq). The Hebrew is genuinely ambiguous here; some scholars argue the MT tzaddiq is a scribal correction for an original aritz (terrible/tyrant). The BoM reads the aritz-line. This is one of the cases where the BoM may preserve a better original reading.

The variants are again in the direction of clarifying the Christological and covenantal grammar — consistent with the plain and precious removed doctrine of 1 Ne. 13:25–29.

How this sits in the literature of its time

Hidden providence

Three threads worth holding.

The first is that Nephi pairs Isaiah 48 and 49 deliberately. The two chapters are the dyad of exit and commission. Together they form the complete instruction to the covenant household. Come out of Babylon (ch. 20); now go forth as a light to the Gentiles (ch. 21). The Lehite household has just exited; they are now being commissioned. Each disciple lives this dyad continually — exit Babylon, go forth as light. The Restoration's missionary system is Isaiah 48–49 enacted — the missionary first separates from the world, then goes forth to the world. The pattern is in the chapters.

The second is that the engraved palms verse is the secret center of the whole gathering project. The doctrine of the gathering is not power-grammar; it is wound-grammar. The Lord gathers His covenant people by the wounds He suffered for them. The power by which the gathering proceeds is the power of the Atonement. This is the doctrinal foundation Joseph Smith will articulate in D&C 18:11 — for, behold, the Lord your Redeemer suffered death in the flesh; wherefore he suffered the pain of all men, that all men might repent and come unto him. The gathering is the harvest of the Atonement. The chapter teaches the doctrine in the engraved-palms image.

The third is that the Lehite household's situation is being labeled with Isaiah's vocabulary in real time. The household is itself an isle in the midst of the sea (cf. 2 Ne. 10:20); the household has itself just come out of Babylon-Jerusalem; the household will itself be a light to a Gentile-by-genealogy continent; the household's children will themselves be brought back from dispersion (Lamanites, restored at last in the latter days). The chapter is both an Old World prophecy and a New World prediction and a personal instruction. Every reading is right because the liken-hermeneutic of 1 Nephi 19:23 makes them all so. The chapter is the Lehite household's curriculum. The chapter is the Restoration's curriculum. The chapter is the personal disciple's curriculum.

Where this lands

Three practices follow.

First, let the womb-call rest under all your performance. The Servant's identity precedes the Servant's labor (vv. 1–3). The disciple's identity precedes the disciple's performance. You were called from the womb; you were named before you knew yourself; you were hidden in the quiver until the day of drawing. The Lord did not love you because you obeyed; the Lord called you, and then you obeyed. Let that order stay in its right place. The performance-religion of the modern world inverts it — I will be loved if I succeed. The chapter reverses — you are loved because you were called; your obedience is the answering, not the earning.

Second, honor the quiver-time. If you are in a season of obscurity, do not interpret the obscurity as failure. The arrow that is polished in the quiver will fly truer when drawn. The Servant was hidden before being sent. Moses was in Midian before being at Sinai. Christ was in Nazareth for thirty years before being at the Jordan for forty days. Joseph Smith was in upstate New York obscurity for years before the public ministry. If you are in the quiver, you are being polished. The Lord knows the time of drawing. Your job in the quiver is to be polished, not to force the drawing.

Third, hold the engraved palms when the disciple feels forgotten. The Lord's answer to the Lord has forsaken me is I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands. The wounds are the proof. The Atonement is the answer. When the disciple feels abandoned, the Christological response is not to argue with the feeling but to look at the wounds. The wounds carry the disciple's name. The wounds are the disciple's eternal remembrance in the body of the Lord. The Lord cannot forget you because you are written into the wounds of His Son. The disciple's whole life is gathered up into those wounds. The disciple's gathering is the harvest of those wounds. The disciple's eventual standing in the gathered covenant is the fruit of those wounds. Hen al-kappayim chaqqotikh. Behold, upon my palms I have engraved thee.